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Monday, November 6th, 2006
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Friday, October 27th, 2006
Friday October 27th, 2006	james is taking me to dashboard &brand new tomorrow. i'm so excited.
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Saturday, October 14th, 2006
Saturday October 14th, 2006	jake im'd me today. just to "chat" or whatever. and then i had to go and he said "see you at the game?" and i said for sure. it got my hopes up. and i thought well maybe we'll hang out. maybe something will happen. but no. he shows up with fucking jessie and sarah. i highly suspect him and jessie had a thing before she started dating danny. and out of no where, jake was drunk! yeah since when. he used to be sooooo against it. and my mom even noticed he was drunk. she was at the game and she came up to me and was like "is jake drunk?" and i didn't know what to say. and then she was like "its so obvious." eeeek. sucks for him. he kept making eye contact with me and being loud so i would notice he was near me. why does he do this? seriously. i hate still having feelings for him. today, the 13, would have been 2 years and 5 monthes for our relationship. and god do i miss him. but he is such an asshole, and a;lsfjdaskld. i don't know what to do anymore. tomorrow is homecoming. i don't know what i'll do if he asks me to dance. its going to be the absolute worst. gah >:[
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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
Saturday September 30th, 2006	I hope she makes your heart beat faster, like the way you said it did when i touched you. I hope she's beautiful, the most gorgeous girl in the world. I hope she's everything you've ever wanted plus more. the model thin girl who can out drink you in drinking games, the girl who will talk to you at 4 in the morning because you called drunk and thats "what shes supposed to do." I hope she's perfect. So fucking perfect it makes you sick. I hope you look at her and remember my flaws. and realize why they made me special. and why they attracted you so much. I hope you miss my eyes everytime you look into her blank stare. I hope you miss my sarcscam, and how i didnt necessiarly always just agree with you, every time she just goes along with it and doesnt have a unique opinion. I hope you miss my smile, the one i showed when i was truly happy and really apperiacted something, every single time you look at hers and know its fake, so fake it makes your stomach turn. But most of all, I hope you miss my kiss. The ones that were so full of passion and LOVE, everytime you kiss her and konw its nothing but LUST. i don't even know if i've fully moved on..
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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
Sunday September 10th, 2006
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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
Tuesday August 1st, 2006	fc to workout. swam. napped then alex came over. baskin robbins with jerali. hahaha. swimmage @ his crib. cherries&the poops. haha. goodnight! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAIGE <3 :]
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Monday, July 31st, 2006
Monday July 31st, 2006	[] I am male. [x] I am female. [] I'm tall. [x] I'm short. [x] I have kinda longish hair. [x] I have shoulder length hair. [x] I have short hair. [] I always wear my hair down. [] I always wear my hair up. [x] I wear it both ways. [x] I wear pigtails. [x] I've dyed my hair. [x] I am single. [] I am taken. [] I am in love. [] I am married. [x] I want to get married eventually. [] I'm not sure if I want to get married. [] I have children. [x] I want children someday. [] I'm not sure if I want children. [x] I like long surveys. [x] I'm a random person. [x] I'm shy. [x] I'm friendly. [x] I'm loud. [] I'm quiet. [] I have brown eyes. [] I have blue eyes. [x] I have green eyes. [] I have hazel eyes. [] I'm a vegetarian. [x] I wish I lived somewhere else. [x] I like where I live. [x] I've traveled out of the country. [x] My favorite kind of movies are romantic. [x] My favorite kind of movies are comedy. [x] My favorite kind of movies are horror. [x] My favorite kind of movies are musicals. [x] My favorite kind of movies are dramatic. [] My favorite kind of movies are action. [x] My favorite kind of movies are something not mentioned. [x] I have a best friend. [] I'm gay. [] I'm a lesbian. [] I'm bisexual. [x] I'm straight. [] I have a fetish. [x] My favorite kind of music is rock. [x] My favorite kind of music is pop. [] My favorite kind of music is country. [x] My favorite kind of music is rap. [x] My favorite kind of music is hip hop. [x] My favorite kind of music is classic rock. [x] My favorite kind of music is punk. [] My favorite kind of music is metal. [x] My favorite kind of music is industrial. [x] My favorite kind of music is classical. [x] My favorite kind of music is gothic. [] My favorite kind of music is grunge. [x] My favorite kind of music is emo/screamo. [x] My favorite kind of music is 80s stuff. [x] My favorite kind of music is club/techno. [x] My favorite kind of music is something not mentioned. [x] I'm scared of clowns. [x] I'm scared of spiders. [x] I'm scared of death. [] I'm scared of heights. [x] I'm scared of commitment. [] I'm scared of the supernatural. [] I'm scared of blood. [] I'm scared of the dark. [] I'm scared of thunder/lightning. [] I'm scared of needles. [x] I'm scared of something not common. [x] I get scared easily. [] I'm not really scared of anything. [] It takes a lot to scare me. [] My favorite TV show is a reality show. [] I always eat breakfast. [x] I'm online too much. [] I watch too much TV. [] I like video games. [x] I love art. [] I can draw well. [x] I cant draw to save my life. [] I like school. [x] I'm in high school. [x] I have at least one mean teacher. [x] I'm planning on going to college. [x] I have a job. [x] My future career has something to do with the arts. [] My future career has something to do with the law. [] My future career has something to do with medicine. [x] My future career has something to do with entertainment. [] My future career has something to do with kids. [] My future career has something to do with animals. [] My future career involves something else. [x] I dont know what I want to be. [x] I wear makeup. [] I can't live without my guitar. [] I cant live without my drumset. [] I cant live without my piano/keyboard. [] I can't live without my phone. [x] I can't live without my computer. [x] I can't live without my camera. [] I can't live without my TV. [x] My favorite type of food is Mexican. [x] My favorite type of food is Italian. [x] My favorite type of food is Chinese. [x] My favorite type of food is American. [x] My favorite type of food is something exotic. [] I don't have a favorite type. [] My favorite color is blue. [] My favorite color is red. [x] My favorite color is green. [] My favorite color is orange. [] My favorite color is black. [] My favorite color is yellow. [x] My favorite color is white. [] My favorite color is gray. [] My favorite color is pink. [x] My favorite color is purple. [x] My favorite color is something else. [] I dont have a favorite color. [x] I like a lot of colors. [x] I'm against war. [] I support war. [] I dont really care about war. [x] My room is messy. [] I share a room. [x] I have my own. [x] I live with both my parents. [] I live with my mom. [] I live with my dad. [] I dont live with my parents. [x] I have brothers. [] I have sisters. [x] They're older. [x] They're younger. [x] Some are older, some are younger. [] They're stepbrothers/sisters. [x] They're half brothers/sisters. [] I get along with my siblings. [] I'm an only child. [x] I get sad easily. [x] I get mad easily. [x] I get annoyed easily. [x] I get disappointed easily. [x] I get bored easily. [x] I'm easily amused. [] I laugh when I'm nervous. [x] I stutter when I'm nervous. [x] I bite my nails. [] only in school. [x] I shake my leg. [x] I can sing well. [x] I love to sing. [] I suck at singing but I do it anyway. [x] I sing in the shower. [x] I'm ok with my body. [x] I dont like my body. [x] I like gory movies. [x]I've been in a car accident. [x] I've been stung by a bee. [x] I've sprained my anlke [x] I've broken a bone. [x] I've gotten stitches. [x] I've been rushed to the hospital in an ambulance. [x] I have an iPod. []I have an MP3 player. [x] I have a CD player. [x] I download music. [x] I have pets. [x] I've smoked a cigarette. [] I've done hard drugs. [x]I like to read. [x] I like to write. [x] I'm allergic to something. [] I know what turns me on. [] I have a lot of money. [] I'm sick. [x]I've thought about suicide. [x] I've tried to commit suicide. [] I've written a suicide note. [x] I regret some things I've done. [x] I believe in God. [] I'm Atheist. [x] I'm Christian. [] I'm Wiccan. [] I'm Satanic. [] I'm Catholic. [] I'm Jewish. [] I'm Muslim. [] I'm Mormon. [] I'm Agnostic. [] I'm a Jehovah's Witness. [] I'm something not mentioned here. [] I've kissed someone of the same sex. [x] I've kissed someone of the opposite sex. [x] I've been in a serious relationship. [x] I've dated someone for over a year. [x] My first kiss was amazing. [] I dont remember my first kiss. [] I never had a first kiss. [] I didnt like my first kiss. [x] I've gotten attached to someone. [x] I like someone right now. [?] They like me, too. [] They dont like me. [] They dont know I like them. [x] I like one of my friends. [x] I have a lava lamp. [x] I have candles. [] I have incense. [] I have a black light. [x] I wear jewelry. [x] I have a favorite actor. [x] I have a favorite actress. [x] I still have something from when I was a baby. [x] I have stuffed animals.
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Monday July 31st, 2006	so i guess me and james aren't going to date. or try. i hate my fucking parents. and my brother is pissing me off. i told him something i have never told anyone in my entire life. i put more trust into him than i put into my two year relationship with jake. i just wish i was older. or he was younger. fuck.
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Sunday, July 30th, 2006
Sunday July 30th, 2006	>:[ >:'[ warped tour was absolutly great. so hot. but so great. i saw like the world there. new boston crew, james, chelsea, and neil, others and more others. i came home and showered. and james came over. we sat on telegraph for the cars thingy. we had a hardcore talk about everything. why can't he be younger. why can't i be older. why are my parents so fucking stupid. hes the one person i feel comfortable telling my life story to without worrying he'll judge me. we have so much to talk about and asl;fjaskld. i just want to be with him so bad, but hes 19. four years older than me. i know age doesn't matter but to my parents, apperently it does. and they are what, 5 years apart. this makes me so mad i find someone who i totally connect with and hes too old. alsfjasklfjdaslkfjdaslrfd. i'm pissed, but at the same time i'm just happy were friends. i'm glad i have him to talk to about jake, and other things in my life i don't even feel comfortable telling emily. hes so amazing about everything and he doesn't drink or smoke and thats such a plus. this totally sucks. i don't know what to do :'[ Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: hellogoodbye.
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
Wednesday July 26th, 2006	hey everyone :] sorry i havn't updated in so long. i've been out and about everyday almost. i went to south haven yesterday to see my cousins. it was sort of boring, but i love the whole beach lifestyle and the cute little downtown area. joel's home. i talked to him. hes "talking" with some girl now. sort of sucks for me, but i'm over it. will honto is so cute :] we hung out last week with sam, mike, and kyle. i'm seeing him friday too. i think i have a minor crush on james. nothing incredibly crazy, i just like hanging out with him. hes too old though. but i'm satisfied with my life at the moment. being single has its fun parts. but then at times i miss having someone to hold hands with, go to the movies, go out to dinner, and just hang out. my cousin and her boyfriend are absolutly adorible. i miss having someone. but being single is fun too ;] but like i said, i'm satisfied. i'm excited to go to new boston on friday to see sam! <3 peace out loves :D
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
Thursday July 20th, 2006	went with james to get his lip pierced. looks fucking amazing. such a cute boy. cousin ben from arizona came today. we made rice :] saquids and click. balled my eyes out. i love summer. i want to be at sams. i love her. and hanging out with her. mmmmmm LIFE. <333
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
Wednesday July 19th, 2006	i can honesty say that this is my favorite summer yet. last night i went to sam's with emily. we hung out with mike and will. we went to wyandotte and met scarlet ;] haha. we went to sams then walked all the way to mike and wills! we had to go through some trail and i was so scared. we went swimming at mike and wills. jason was there. we went to dennys at like 330. they don't have good hot chocolate >:[ but its okay because jason payed for me :] afterrrr that we picked up some jake kid and went to jasons because his parents were out of town. we chilled till like 530. then came back to sams and fell asleep so fast. i love hanging out with sam and her friends. they are so funny and good at life. i want to go to jason tonight, but i have to work >:[ i can't wait for camp and hopefully THE DELLLL for memorial day :D i love lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oh yeah, i pierced my lip.
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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
Tuesday July 18th, 2006	more of an update from canada-- so i got there and met matt. a total sweetheart. i met amazing people. seriously, some of the coolest people i have ever met. hanging out with them and just like being there got my mind off of everything. the hot guys were a plus ;] me and darcy were obsessed with logan <333 MOFUNGOOOO! and dylannnn was a cutie too :D we did so many amazing things. lmao @ banana boating and jetskiing w/ dave! <3 the last night of it was christinas sweet sixteen! and let me tell you it was SWEEET. swimming at like 1am in the lake, dylan and spencers bed, ganster night, ah. amazing. and imgiht be going back for labor dayyyyyy :D :D :D :D i got in a huge fight with jake. i'm done with that situation. like sure, i'll miss him. but i'll live. my cousin sam is so strong. like, she lost her brother. jake was a boyfriend. my cousin mallory lost her dad. shes still living life and being awesome. i'll live. joel has been acting so weird lately. i'm not going to see him/i havn;t seen him in so long. supposedly wayne like me. which isn't so bad. hes cute :] so far my summer has been amazing. for the first time in so long i'm truly happy and satisfied with everything. jake was a big part of my life, but i'm ready to move on, i'm ready to let go.
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Sunday, July 16th, 2006
Sunday July 16th, 2006	so last week was amazing. i met so many amazing people. i love them all. dylan = <3 good kisser :D haha. i love life.
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Saturday, July 8th, 2006
Saturday July 8th, 2006	i hate boys. >:[
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Saturday July 8th, 2006	i loved new boston with sam. her friend mike is funny. we went to a graduation party. i didn't know anyone. but it was still fun. her mom is so cute. i love her family. i work 6-? tonight. joel comes home. i miss him tonsssssssssssssssss. i hope i get to see him before i leave for canada. canada 9-16. woo? should be fun. i miss joel. i already said that? peace.
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Friday, July 7th, 2006
Friday July 7th, 2006	meg's cottage was so amazing. i loved it. emily, julia, jo jo, maureen, meg, mike, wayne, jake, nevin, danny, andrew and danny were all there. it was a little weird with jake, and still is. we tryed talking. well i just talked. and then we talked again about him and katie. it was so hard for me to talk about him and another girl being together. but i think after talking to him i might be able to move on. those 2 years were some of the best and worst times. but now that we talked and were friends again, i think i'm ready to just move on. and yeah, i'll still be hurt when him and katie date, but i think i can make it. i just hate thinking its going to be her in his arms, her talking with his family, HER saying ILOVEYOU, her being me. but i'm going to get over it sooner or later. joel comes home tomorrow :D but i'm working till 11ish =( i hope i can still see him. i'm going to sam's tonight! :D i'm so excited to see her and meet her friends. oh man, i'm excited :D i love life. and summer. peace :D
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Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
Wednesday July 5th, 2006	all american rejects concert was good. my cousin mallory is a freak. jk i love her. megs cottage w/ a lot of people including jake untill friday. this should be interesting. peace.
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Monday, July 3rd, 2006
Monday July 3rd, 2006	i miss camp dearborn. yesterday me and emily watched "me you and everyone we know" i liked it. it was kind of weird but i liked it. after that we went fishing with my dad in wyandotte. i drove all the way there! we drove by jimmy johns and almost went in, mike vos works there! we didn't catch anything so we came home and went to holiday grill. i came home and showered/got ready. i went to emilys and sam was already there. we hung out with jose eli and sheldon. we went to the golf course then had a bon fire at emilys. they left around 1ish and we went upstairs and chilled. i layed down and just fell asleep. i was so tired. this morning we went to diving but our coach didn't show up so we peaced that popsicle stand and came home. my parents took us to lunch and i ran into work to get my hours. i hate my work >:[ emily had to drive at 2 then were hanging out with steph and alex?! i hope. i can't wait untill camp, i want to get away from dearborn so bad. mmm two weeks at camp. amazing. *missyou.
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
Sunday July 2nd, 2006	i am so tired. i had a bon fire last night. it was fun. i didn't even hang out with some of the people that were there, but it was still fun. jake came, things are cool between us again. i think. it was nice just to talk to him, and see how his summer was. but at the same time it was weird because my last two summers consisted of him. joel came home last night. he stopped by. i missed him, but now hes gone again for another week in canada. he got mad at me for "hooking up" with josh. but i didn't even hook up with him. we just held hands and whatnot. he also said he "couldn't complain" because were doing our own thing for the summer. i have no idea what is going to happen with me and him after a month. he was acting so weird about it last night. but its not really on my mind for now. james stopped by too. it was fun to hang out with him. my brother and him are like old pals. random. everyone left around 130ish. i was so tired. me emily and sam made pizza roles then sam left. me and emily just talked and watched next. hah. we didn't end up going to bed untill 430ish. i'm going to be so tired today. my summer has been so amazing so far. i love it.
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